Disappear

This one was dedicated to Life.  HAHA the first one in a long time I did not write for Noah or my feelings for him.  I wrote this because I was feeling a bit beat up by life that week.  It was written and published on October 29, 2007 at 16:28.

Would you even notice if I disappeared tonight

Packed my bags and hopped the next flight

Lucid silence has taken me over

And I don't want to be here getting older

In this room I'm fading without you here

No more never ever will your arms hold me near

City lights dancing outside my window

I can get lost in them would you even know

Beneath the steel blade my veins wept today

Too broke to love you or myself anyway

Bad dreams spin beneath my feet quick sand

Through bleeding eyes I can't take your hand